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Moms – World Changer Wednesday

It’s still pitch black when my alarm goes off. I roll out of bed with a heavy head and prop myself up at the counter to brush my teeth. I sometimes pray for grace and joy in the morning, but sometimes I forget.

Nine times out of ten, Greta bursts in my room with crazy hair, a scowl, and the declaration that she is NOT going to school. Sometimes she melts in my hug, other times she stomps away and slams a door. At 6:04am.

In the next hour and a half I butter toast, wake 11 year olds, put ice packs in lunches, ask about deodorant, break up fights, clean up spills, try to shorten 30 minute showers, check backpacks, brush snarly hair, try not to look at my phone, and ask my kids not to touch each other.

Some days I rush them. Some days I avoid eye contact. Some days I bark in frustration. Some days I sigh loudly.

Every day I give all three of them full body hugs. Every day I pray out loud for them. Every day I make each of them look me in the eyes as I fiercely say, “I love you.”

Then at 7:45am, after 2 hours of managing stress, emotions, and logistics, I take a deep breath in the sudden quiet and review the morning. Sometimes there are sweet, tender, and funny things to remember. But most days I’ve been exasperated, challenged, and ignored before the sun came out. Being a mom is hard.

aimee greta 2015

When I started telling stories about our Family Compassion Focus experiments, I could see flickers of joy and curiosity in fellow mom’s eyes, soon overshadowed by weariness and resentment. They couldn’t add one more thing. The diapers, doctors, sass, and science fairs – there’s not room. So instead of being encouraged, they felt shame and regret. That breaks my heart.

What if I said you were already doing it? You are already teaching your kids compassion. What if I told you you’re an expert?

aimee 2004

When you wake up from a dead sleep to feed your baby, you are being compassionate. You know they are crying because they can’t talk and say “I’m hungry/wet/lonely.” You enter in their infant suffering and say, “It’s ok. I’m here.

When you smile right in your toddler’s eyes as you change their gross, leaking diaper, you are being compassionate. You know they can’t change themselves. You’re acting like Jesus, doing all the dirty work while they just lay there. You say, “I’ve got this. I’m here.”

When you kneel down in front of the preschool door, holding in tears on their first day, you smile and say, “God has good things waiting for you here.” You are being compassionate. You enter into their 4 year old version of fear and say, “You’ve got this. I’m here.”

When you run errands with your middle schooler and they talk about feeling left out at lunch, you catch their eyes in the review mirror as you listen. You are being compassionate. You remember 6th grade and say, “Oh, that’s so hard, bunny.” And you can’t say much else or they’ll roll their eyes, but they know you’re saying “I’m here.

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Middle school

That’s just a regular day.

I bet some days you’re doing even more than that.

When you hug a friend in the grocery store who just lost a parent. When you make a meal for a friend who is recovering. When you call your grandma who’s alone far away. When you rake leaves past your own yard for a neighbor. When you greet the new people on the street. You are saying, “I’m here” to all these people. And your kids are watching.

And maybe you’ve already tried extra things, too. You’ve visited a nursing home, volunteered at church, pointed to the picture of a sponsored child on the fridge, or prayed for a sick friend. And your kids are watching.

I learned about compassion from watching my mom. I didn’t realize it for decades.

aimee 1976

Me and my pregnant Mom at an art fair in 1976.

My mom was an involved, intentional parent. She cooked, cleaned, tucked in, carpooled, taught us to bake, went to the health food store, and helped us with school work. Everyone knew my mom was nice. But she and I seemed very different. She liked wearing pink, cooing at babies, and crying with other people. I liked wearing blue, pontificating with grown-ups, and making other people laugh. I thought she was annoying. Our relationship wasn’t easy.

She was a nurse in Labor & Delivery and the Nursery, and a Lamaze instructor. She coached, encouraged, and equipped people in their first days of parenting. She stood in front of abortion clinics and offered to talk with people about their pregnancies. She was a birth partner for single moms. One even stayed with us a while before her baby came. Another regularly came over with her baby to babysit us. She let so many other moms know, “It’s okay. I’m here.”

I really could have cared less. So much glowing talk about pelvises, dilations, and pushing. So many happy tears about babies. My mom didn’t ask us to stand in front of clinics with her, or write cards for single moms, or even be nice to the people that came over. She just did her thing.

pam, linz, aimee

I really want my family to be loving and lovable World Changers. I really want your family to be, too. I’ve got notebooks full of ideas, stories, and tools to help us figure it out. But lately, it’s too hard. I feel like every day I’m being asked to add one more thing, and I can’t.

Maybe you feel the same?

If you haven’t been able to do any compassion experiments with your kids this season, it’s ok. Right now on your phone, or the corner of your shopping list, or in your journal write out your gut answers these 3 lists:

  1. Three ways I served my kids yesterday (with my actions, presence, or words)
  2. Three things I’ve done for people who don’t live in my house this month (with my actions, presence, or words)
  3. Three things I’ve done for the world this year (with my actions, presence, or words)

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Do you see it? You are doing it!

You are a World Changer.

You are loved.


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© Aimee Fritz & Family Compassion Focus, 2015

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